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Ruminations of the suicidal 2 by killerKitty4, literature

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Ruminations of the suicidal 2

Help. It's a word I think to myself, though often I don't get it. Perhaps it is because I'm so detached from the world around me, I keep a study wall to protect myself. I never try to get too attached to things or people, in the end they either disappear or betray you, I probably seem bitter to people putting it that way. I try not to rely too much on people, I always feel like I'm bringing them down with me or they put up with me out of obligation rather than actually caring. When I feel desperate I've little to no one to turn to, those who should be there only have anger,disappointment and ridicule to offer to me. I don't feel safe letting

Ruminations of the suicidal 1 by killerKitty4, literature

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Ruminations of the suicidal 1

Selfish. What an ugly, disgusting word that I hear all to often in my life. I write this because I do feel words have power to them, if those reading them can learn to see their deeper meaning. This is also for a bit of personal therapy on my part so please keep in mind this is my own reflections on my life. I've been labeled selfish many a time, by both family and those close close to them. Perhaps some of my actions have been selfish, though often I find they are simply taking care of myself, though I suppose looking after ones own mental health is selfish. I've been jeered at that suicide is selfish, more than once by a person who claims

Depression by killerKitty4, literature

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Depression

It's like being an actor upon a stage. You play the part you've been assigned Putting your real self behind the curtain A careful daughter,A loving sister,A helpful friend. You say the lines you've learned,the one's people expect to hear. No one wants to see the person backstage. That person is empty inside. Their joy has been taken from them,trapped behind a barricade. Feigning feelings to the world,playing their part in the play. All the while the words echo against the wall,nothing can break it. Intermission arrives and the actor steps back for a break The wall cracks,letting negative emotions out The curtain goes up and crowd isn't watc

An Unexpected Encounter by killerKitty4, literature

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An Unexpected Encounter

“Okay everyone, stay on the route and be careful because I won’t be watching “Crystal advised her team that’d she split up into pairs for training. Normally she’d train them herself but today she was feeling sick and needed her rest. She knew she had to prepare them all for the next gym and being sick couldn't stop her so she decided to have them all train together in pairs around the route. They were put into pairs to stay safer from wild pokemon so they could look out for each other; the pairs were Chikoru and Flit, Fright and Ampiron and finally Kita and Tepi. Tepi looked to Kita and smiled as they were paired

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Ruminations of the suicidal 2 by killerKitty4, literature

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Ruminations of the suicidal 2

Ruminations of the suicidal 1 by killerKitty4, literature

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Ruminations of the suicidal 1

Depression by killerKitty4, literature

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Depression

An Unexpected Encounter by killerKitty4, literature

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An Unexpected Encounter

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

June 7
Canada
Deviant for 16 years
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I'm Killerkitty4 or Mi-Chan to my close my friends.I'm mostly a writer but I really enjoy working with bases.I have lots of Oc's and love seeing other peoples,so note me or leave comment with the link! Also if your not a fan of Oc's that's okay just don't get in my face or insult because I like to create Oc's, other wise we'll get along fine.I'm big fan of anime and I like to Role play too. Scratch that I love to rolpley all my friends on here know I do cause I'm always bugging them to rp with me. They are wonderful because they do <3 Also,apparently I have awesome ninja powers

Check out a joint account I share my BFF in RL, we write stories together!^^

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Also, check out these peoples galleries,they're awsome artis and super nice too^^:

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MLP:FiM, Bakugan,Shaman King,Naruto,Beyblade, B-Daman,Pokemon

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Simple Plan

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Cry of the Icemark chronciles,Warriors series,

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me:D

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Legend of mana,Pokemon, Pokemon Mystery Dungeon

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Reading,Writting,Poetry,anime,manga and music. I also like sleeping.....does that count?

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Apr 1, 2024

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Sep 25, 2023

Hey there! Just wanted to drop a quick note to say thanks for the 's and liking my artwork! Your support means the world to me and keeps me motivated. I truly appreciate it!

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Moving forward starting on October 1st, I will only be posting my art on my Instagram account. To keep up to date on my artwork feel free to follow me there! https://www.instagram.com/lindezablue/

koaana

Sep 19, 2023

Thank you for watching I invite you to look at my albums, maybe you'll find something for yourself - https://www.deviantart.com/koaana/gallery/85460250/open

Charlie-Suiko

Mar 10, 2019

Thank you for another fav, and for adding me to your watch list! Please note that the base might not ever be updated again...